Bereft now.. I want to die!
Am tired of spinning the wordz
And talking in puzzles
To hint at my feelingz deep inside
And look like I am moving over it
the wheelz of time
Slowly and steadily!
But the fact iz
Am dying inside it
And dats all I wish for now
Am craving to end it
The rot
In my mind
Oh no.. itz ntn different!
Its not sudden
To tell you the truth
It all started when I was born
And some insist
Even before that!
I am wasting away!
It’s progressive!
The disease is progressive!
Am black inside
And outside!
Not dark
That still has some majesty
A meaning
And while I believed and made you believe
That it was all a part of a certain mystery
Its not!
Am black
Am rotting
And I choose therefore
To die instead!
That’s it
I simply want to die!
End!
Without a consciousness!
I want to dissolve!
If there is a god…
Today I pray…
Turn me into a black hole
Take me away from existence
The existence that you have given me!
I don’t want it!
I simply don’t!
Oh god!
Finally…am read to give up!
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