Az ur picture blurz…

I grope
The memories

I try to feel
The heartache

I memorise
Every line

I imagine
The past reeling

I stare
At your picture

I cry
But no tears

I laugh
But no reason

I feel
With no feelingz

I wonder
R u past?

I wish
Could u be present?

I confuse
You are
Or
You were

I stare
Do I still care?

I understand
Since I don’t feel much

I grow
Inside n outside
You

And I understand
You

And
I accept you

Wherever you are!
I do!