derz no sunshine really.. but there r street lightz at nite!

while i was walking on that empty deserted green park road a few hourz ago...

i thought of u!

like alwez ..suddenly!

it dsnt surprise me anemore.. the thought.. am used to it! am used to u!

so u come back again .. in my life! for almost a minute! and this is ur story!

it'd be lie to say i have kicked u out.. but all the more a blasphemy .. if i say i love u still!

the fact is .. i hate you! at first .. coz u were not around.. and now.. wen u come around!

i dazed for a while.. but now.. dsnt look the like!

i have been successful! am surprised at myself! yet i do congratulate myself!

but that minute... i wished u were there!

i wished i met u .. walking on that empty street!

the beautiful delhi midnight!

the one that u loved too..

i wished u drove past!

but not miss me..

notice me

get down the car

look surprised

walk up to me..

and ask me..

wat i was doin there

n i wud have looked into ur eyez

and said... confidently..

out wid frenz

and sumhow

in just that minute..

i wud have found romance

i wud have found my story

i wud have found my existance

i wud have found u

n myself!

under the streetlightz

dat moment

i wud have forever remembered!

minutez later

i might have been wondering

wazz gonna happen next

minutez later

i might have wondered

if u r gonna call

or if i should

minutez later

for hourz to come

i wud have xamined my feelingz

u n me

hourz later

in the silence of my room

i wud have knelt down as alwez

in front of a potrait

n whisper to my life

that that was the most beautiful moment!

i wud have thanked sth to do with the way life workz .. very silently!

and slept silently!

a dreamless

but beautiful

peaceful

satisfied sleep!

...

..

.

but since u din meet!

here i am!

writin my blog!

sum tea beside me!

awake!