Caught!

Within my thoughts!

Sometimes, it looks easy!

The thing about getting away!
The thing about.. just getting over it!
The thing about living in the present!

Yeah .. it does look possible!

And then when I remind myself that the world’s pretty big!
Out there…
There are many people!

And there are chances that I might find happiness…
Even if its a fashion not perceived earlier by my mind!

I feel ..
Yeh man! Cmmon…isn’t that what I have always rattled out to others!
Hasn’t that been my experience?
Haven’t I seen it for real?
Haven’t I mastered it?
Haven’t I proved it to myself?

Of course I have!
It’s a matter of time…

And at present…what other option do I have anyway?…except to try out new waters?

Its not an - all unhappy picture!
Unless am hell bent on making it one!

I just have to go ahead with a positive frame of mind…
I just have to…go through it… to get over it…

Of course it’s possible… I tell myself…and the best part about it… when you try anew…you get to shoot for the moon!

And so…there’s all this…
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And then there are moments…

That come unannounced…but do not go unpronounced…

And life talks to me..
In a language that
I understand…

Moments that say… you love someone!

And that’s that!
For me!
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..
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Aneone?
Any thought?
Ane argument that I can use?

I promise to try it out!
I swear I have already…
But I will use one more spear
Against it
To maybe kill it



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But as true as my life…
As true as my breath
My heart sways…
In those beautiful windz
Of pain n pleasure

Every single night…and each morning!

Life looks into my eye…
And whispers
Softly…
Silently…
Ever so…

And I understand .. again…
I love someone!
..

And am transfixed .. again…