Thursday, September 30, 2010

Of Ram & Raheem!


I am a 1985 born. I must be 7 years old when the infamous Ayodhya Babri Masjid riots happened. That morning, I must have been drinking milk from the big glass that my mom handed to me every single morning. I never liked milk as a child. It looks white and harmless…but doesn't agree with my system. Unfortunately…nobody understood!

Babar was an important man in the history. He succeeded in laying the foundation of the Mughal dynasty in the then Hindustan. His sons and grandsons ruled us too. And like all conquerors, all men in power, everything about them was great.  made it to our history books.

So this man, back in 1528, built the Babri Masjid. Religion was always a handy tool for survival of dynasties in those days. Whether any violence came handy or not back then…is not recorded. In time, Babar and his sons succeeded in creating a new generation of Indian born Mughals, with mosques everywhere in the country, to pray. But in later times, like every other dynasty, Hindu or Muslim, theirs too fell prey to the white man’s rule. In 1859, the Brits apparently erected fences to separate Hindu and Muslim worship areas. The first colour of force used…was white!

1947, Bharat became independent…from the white men. All Indians, Hindus and Muslims gained freedom from that white oppression. Both Hindus and Muslims laid many a lives before their later generations could breathe in a free India. But freedom from oppression, didn’t give way to freedom from hatred. The white men cut Bharat into Pakistan and Hindustan! Division seemed more than normal to the White. Doesn't matter if the division was followed by an unnatural and unprecedented brutality… the Indo-Pak war! Hindus and Muslims slaughtered each other on the name of religion and chased each other out from both the countries. Even though, Babar had built a masjid in Hindustan, long back. The saffron and green, put together, couldn’t battle…the White.

And even before India claimed a proper statehood, became a republic, Ram and Raheem roared again! Idols of the Hindu ruler Rama, deemed a god, were found in Faizabad in Uttar Pradesh... the Ayodhya of Rama, the birthplace of the historic Hindu ruler. It just happened that both Babar and Rama, fancied the land of Ayodhya, centuries apart. Did they have hard feelings about the land? Nobody asked!

But the religion-ism that seeped into the very veins of the people of this country…with some help of brutal force, from intelligent invaders such as the white…did care. Whose land was it anyway, it asked?

The rest has been news so far!

Both Hindu and Muslim groups, fought hard. Equally hard. And in 1992, finally, when I was 7 years old, riots broke out. As I understand, a political rally coloured Saffron, of more than a lakh and fify thousand people, destroyed the Masjid, claiming Rama Rajya. Would Rama, the ruler have approved of it? Nobody asked!

It was but natural, that the once beautiful green, hit back. With a proper vengeance, lying latent from a shared history of crimson. Red flowed on the streets of many Indian cities. Many neighbours, you’d hear, if you are a Delhi-ite, and if you have grandfathers who have lived here, hid their bhais and behans, colleagues and dosts at these times, on their chhats or the attics. Who hid whom exactly? Every mohalla will have colourful stories…coz’ those not consumed by the rage, still hid in their hearts, fear! Coz after red, all they collected were white kafans!

Officially…more than 2,000 people, both Hindus and Muslims, were killed in riots. Unofficially, an unimaginable number of hearts were destroyed.

All because idols of Rama were found inside a mosque built by BabarWould Babar, the rulerhave minded that? Nobody cared!

But yes, something they both believed in, still remained. Religion-ism, a handy tool!

Meanwhile, many Indian citizens, I repeat both Hindus and Muslims, turned to the Indian Judiciary in all these years, filing different types of suites. If a Rama temple was demolished to build the Babri mosque, there were no witnesses from that time immemorial. Archeological evidences, piled up in no time. Some pleased the Saffronists and some the Greens. Rama’s and Babar’s opinions on this? They lay forgotten.

I am a 25 year old Indian citizen now. I was born in a Hindu family. But I have studied in a public school, where I shared my bench with Muslim students and have eaten from their tiffin boxes. I have had studied under many Muslim professors who have had a great influence on me in my formative years. My family’s favourite stars were Madhubala and Dilip Kumar urf Yusuf Khan. My father grew up listening to Ustad Bismillah Khan Sahib every single morning and my mother loved the compositions of Naushad Ali. My family belongs to a caste considered high in the Hindu order, but my father made sure, that I eat meat. Morality and meals, didn’t go together for him.  mother taught me a lot of Hindu mantras to chant, but my father always equated Islam, as the advaita form of worship, the highest and the ultimate order in Hindutva, that leads to Moksha.

The point is, after 60 years of legal battle, does anyone even remember, what solitude shall this historic-judgment-to-be will provide and to whom? Certainly, leave alone my generation, it won’t matter even to that of my father or my mother. I know that for a fact every time my father recalls this story - back in 1992, when he was out on the roads, amidst the historic riots. Yes, he too was caught by a small mob. Youngsters, but mobsters nevertheless, right in the middle of the Capital. They were about to burn down his Bajaj scooter, using the petrol from his own vehicle. An old man with a cane strode up to him from nowhere, my father will tell anyone who asks, and with one fierce look and a shout and swish of the cane, he shoo-ed away the young mob! He also asked my father to leave the place as soon as possible. My father hurried home. But he never knew, if the old gentleman was a Hindu or a Muslim. It didn't matter back then. I don’t think it would matter to him today either, if a certain 67 acre land is claimed, on the name of Babar or Rama!

Then should it matter to me? My generation of 20 somethings, or maybe a lil’ more mature 30 somethings…? Coz’ these are the groups that make our nation today and if I may say so, the tomorrow as well. Any others, are long dead! And in this lifetime, I think it is time, that we got comfortable in our skin! It is time that we accept, that our country’s building blocks are made up of many Mandirs and an equal number of Masjids. The roadside dhabawala…could be a Ramu kaka or a Raheem kaka…but the food will taste just the same. The dargaah of Ajmer will always remain as pious, and shall not ask for your religion, before you enter it. The kedarnath mountains too, shan’t ask the treading feet, for their religion!

We are a colourful nation, not coloured. Just please don’t insist on us to don a Saffron or green. Remember, it’s a matter of simple optics…if you constantly badger all colours together, VIBGYOR is left with no option but to turn white. And white, history tells us, is a dangerous colour!

Even as a child, I never liked milk. It looks white and harmless…but doesn’t agree with my system. I am hoping that this time around, somebody would understand.

Meanwhile, the popular consensus on facebook is to build a hospital or a school at the disputed site. I am ready to offer my services to the school anytime…and I know at least one more friend, who would fight me hard…to see a hospital built instead.

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

A past never buried! But never to come alive!


Everything …almost everything evokes in her…a past never buried! But never to come alive!

This newness was soon becoming a habit! And she was used to this habitual behaviour of her heart! But it hurt, nevertheless, and it hurt every single time! But, amazingly so, it took faster to heal! And as she types this out, time is her only hope! Real hope!

She had a lot to type down… from her past.. but she never wrote all that! u know! It kinda gets freaky! Freakier, when she realizes the nuances it has .. nuances that reflect on her now… she gasps for breath .. but still can’t write!

Every single time though, a chord of happiness touches the heart, that’s her's… it squeaks with pleasure… it feels like nirvana…a redemption of sorts, a longing fulfilled… but then…

But then… there’s another stroke that follows! She doesn’t know yet whether this is just an intellectual itch…you know…that of remembering some past, accidentally made habitual, without realizing the consequences… or she consciously so, likes to drown in that storm of feelings, which some past, laid the foundation for…for her to build on…

She doesn’t know!

She tries to observe her mind then! Is it an ego inflated? You see, at times, its exciting to be different! To have a different than a normal story to tell… and if the tale is terrible, it makes for better telling! So she wonders… has she…you know…just mistaken a halo.. to be a real pain… imagined it settling down instead …around her throat…and tightening every time..

Did she just imagine it?

Am sure she did! That must be the case! I know her very well! She’s a prankster! Her mind shan’t rest! That must be it…

But why oh why then…

Why does it then… that something.. suddenly.. comes tumbling all over her...every single time...she's err...happy!!? Why has she wept so many times…sitting in that bathroom cubicle… stifling!? Why has she had to put up a poker face for the rest of her day, smile over her tears…waiting for a decent gong to rush out from work? And to her panic…realizes that home may just not be a place to rush to…Oh she panics even more…where to…then just where should she go? Where? Oh where?

Why does she panic every time? If it’s a play of her mind…can’t it see what’s this is doing to her…like now? Does it like to see her…reduced, crouching unto herself, wanting to dissolve… loose her identity…once for all?

Can’t the mind play then stop?

Or am I mistaken? Could this pain be more than just a thought process? I would still like to believe the thought out version…and it would be far simple to just blame her…but after all these decades…of watching her like this…I wonder if I have been wrong? The quality of the pain makes me reel! And the thoughts associated… are somewhat new too!

Could this be real?

Am still thinking..

Did this parallel thought process of real pain and real reason, besides which life carried on, always exist? Did she ditch it…in her bid to survive? Did she try to duck it all…as a child? And so now… has to deal with these ghosts from the Christmas Past? Did she? But how come she never realized it? She just thought that these thoughts were non existent! Then when did they start existing? Or are they newly-born?

How can a past seep into the present…and severe it in way…such that the present becomes only a continuous past?

Maybe she finally, just, has to bow down to this pain…and let it in… 

A successful escape from some history, doesn’t ensure freedom in the same future…One has to fight the battle! She realizes now…

Coz at the moment.. the pain is real! Very real!

What sparked it off? 

Everything…almost everything evokes in her…a past never buried! But never to come alive!

...

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Your's Sincerely! Of the CWG Cough!



Before I could write anything on this particular issue, of fallen footbridges and broken false ceilings...which has been bothering many of us for many weeks now..I chanced upon this write up on fb...reflects exactly how I feel, many friends must feel as well! Couldn't help putting this up on the blog!

Credit: The gentleman who wrote this.. Bodhisatwa Dasgupta...



Dear Sir,


I should tell you, that I’m not a man of sports.
I don’t play them. I don’t watch them. I don’t have cool apps on my phone which continuously download scores. And I don’t remember the last time I held a couple of balls, other than my own.

But I do love my country.

I love its rich culture. I love its fantastic array of food that has been passed down from generation to generation. I love its sights. Love its music. Pretty much love everything about it.

Which is why today, it saddens me even more when I look around and see the progress of the Commonwealth Games.

You must have seen it in the news too.
Maybe even joked about it on your coffee break.


“These guys can’t do anything right”.


Only, closer home, it’s not really a joke.
It’s a monster each of us are trying to come to terms with.


A barrage of unanswered questions float around.


Where did all the money go?
What were we doing for so long?
Why did we have to start at the 11th hour, 59th minute?
What’s happening to the lovely gentlemen who were caught making a quick [not to forget spectacular] buck in the entire process of giving tenders?
Why can’t we give our guests the best in comfort, if nothing else?
Where has our tax money gone?


Unfortunately, no one has the answers to these questions. And at the end of this e-mail, each one of these will stay exactly where they are right now. On just a piece of paper.


No, I’m not a man of sports.
But it shames me to see my country like this.


Every couple of hours, I read something new.


The footbridge connecting to the stadium has collapsed.
The ceiling at the boxing venue is now lying on the floor.
Foreign guests saying “living conditions are not suitable for human inhabitance”
Some official saying everything is fine. Don’t worry.


My blood curdles. My pressure rises. I hang my head in disgust and shame.


But I’m a small person.


I’m just one fish among 1.1 billion fish.
I cannot do much, even if I wanted to.


Which is why I’m writing to you.


Maybe you can help.


I request you to call a meeting with your board to call for a cancellation of the Commonwealth Games in India.


There are people who have made a lot of money from this and who are now sitting quiet. These men will go unpunished. Only if the Games are cancelled, maybe, just maybe there is a little change they’ll be taken to court.


Also, it’s better if the rest of the World didn’t see us.
Than see us like this.


We’re a nice bunch of people, we are.
We’re simple. Honest. Loving. Warm. Hard-working. Humorous.


It’s just that the guys who sit on top and run our government are as corrupt as they come.
Sadly, as the Games are showing, just like everything has a price in our country, everything comes at a price too.

A price which we, the everyday guy is paying.


So, please.
Don’t come here.
Call off the Games.


Come another day.
When we’ve gotten honest. When we can build proper toilets for you guys. When our guards can actually protect you instead of sitting around. When our police can help you and not leer at your women. When we can treat you like the only way we know how – a guest.


On behalf of my country and the people who are supposedly in charge of the Games, I apologize in advance, should you still wish to come.


Oh, and just to show you how many people are with me on this, I’m putting this letter on facebook. See for yourself how many more people feel exactly the way I do.




Yours respectfully,
...

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Of crushes & possible heartaches...and the dimples meanwhile!

Suddenly …you come across such things in life … that you didn’t know existed! 

Or you wanted them to exist so much in the past that their existence in the present only causes fear…

These faces suddenly appear out of the most ordinary ones…and before you can look away, they leave an imprint! 
I repeat… they only cause fear…a certain fear now!
Oh why then ...do I smile?

I am not over with my rant people!
And I can’t help it!

It’s the most difficult thing in the world... for a girl to accept that she has a crush on someone! :-) And trust me it takes more courage to write about it!

Knowing me though, most of my friends would disagree! I kinda have a reputation…So even before my friend’s get on to teasing me with a certain name… they find that I have kinda shaken it off already! Since it simply serves NO purpose to them, not even some entertainment…they have long stopped taking matters of my ‘heart’ seriously. No point now when if I get all dimpled at a certain name! Sigh!

But well…that’s when I turn to my blog!

So here I am, a 25 year old thing, contemplating moving out of my parents home by this year-end…and well…maybe do it the mommy-daddy way… read ‘shaadi’ in their dictionary… in fact its become their favourite opening line these days.. 'bas december tak dekhenge ji... zyaada nahi rukenge ab...' 

Here I am…after 5 continuous yrs of work and busy scheds…wanting to take a break…only to find something that’d make me busier in life…and maybe burn off those calories, more seemlessly so…

Here I am…wanting, at one point, to study…and at another to just get married to some guy who can just about:

a. afford to buy as many books I want to read as I go back to and drown in my love for literature…(my own dream library- essential!) 
b. lemme do up the house my way (ideally one with those huge ‘british-ishtlye’ windows)...
c. not crib when if and when I spend a bomb on those curtains that I suddenly fell in love with…(please!)
d. force me to carry his credit card when am off on a shopping spree... (:-) smiley me)
e. not complain that I cant cook yet…(life mein adjust karna padta hai)
f. and buy my reasons of ‘this may not be that tasty…but trust me it’ll keep you healthy dear’... 
g. or smile at me and…jz cook something nice for me instead…(this is love...you've just proved it)
h. or wake me up with a chai (in a mug: important) every morning...(eternal love...darling)
i. listen to my rant…(very important)...
j. take me out for long drives…(cute) or maybe travel every few months on a so called break…get some goggled and smiling pictures clicked and put them on fb…for the world to read that I am happy in life and having my share of fun…(after spending a bomb buying a good camera that am gonna make u buy...you dun wanna waste it honey...do you?)

just about...!

And yet another moment dawns, bestowing on me.. a love for journalism…to move out of a cocoon of ‘just me and my life’…and launch into a world where you will always find yourself better placed and able…than many others… who need to be and can be helped in one way or the other… and reaching out to more such people every single day… most times, never knowing if you have made a difference at all… or at times watching an effort slowly snowball into a bigger one…a world that needs you to put in so much hard work to just walk into the same workplace as those 'news stars' that you dreamed about in those college years…a world which literally snatches away your most crucial possession from you…your time.. in fact even from your loved ones…but shapes you into an individual who becomes far more than an individual…it sculpts your thinking, tampers your genes…and in more than ways than just few…the effects are lasting…indeed!

And then there are bigger dreams…such as having a lot of cash to stash in your bank… for besides the essential daal-paani and stationary… journalism will do its best to keep you an aam aadmi! You are best recognized when you can rub shoulders with those suffering…and speak English on TV for those who can’t…lend an ear to what they say and do some translation stuff for your viewers. It works! And at the end of the day…your news star will smile exclusively at you and pat your back! But money? Well, that still lies in all the industries with lush offices that you keep walking into every other day carrying a heavy tripod! Trust me – journalism will take you places and show where all you can make that jump and grab that alternative career! But some darned slimy brain fluid…you will realize…will make you stick and keep fiddling with that pen in your hand! And so I just keep dreaming about that big bank balance! Amen!

And time passes…amidst these confusions followed by clarities…ever changing plans, dreams, ideas, practicalities…ever changing you! In this case, me!

I won’t say its easy being me! I would say I am rather a very difficult me! I may smile at many difficult times…and rant for the most unusual reasons…but ask my blog and it will tell you...that at times such as these...nothing comes easy! At times such as these, only quitting comes easy! 

But just then, when I inch towards that nothingness, a time called ‘sometimes’ happens…

That ‘sometimes’…which brings you a random reason to smile… 
That ‘sometimes’…when you come across such things in life … that you didn’t know existed!
That ‘sometimes’…that you wanted..to exist so much in the past that their existence in the present only causes fear…
That ‘sometimes’…when a face suddenly appears out of the most ordinary ones…and before you can look away, it leaves an imprint!
A smile, a fear…and who knows…maybe a tear to follow…

I don’t know if I willed it… I don’t know if I asked for it…the ‘sometimes’ is always an announced guest!

But what I know as of now…is that am smiling… like this :)
And that, I am not done with the stories, that are mine to write!

...

Saturday, September 4, 2010

A Short Story – by Shalini.


Its strange you know… it always is..

The first time I heard his name…it didn’t ring any bells…
The first time I heard him…even that didn’t ring any…
The first time we laughed together…our voices rang…

When I say goodbye now…the silence…rings bells.
This silence sure does…

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As a rule, any existence alien to me, always aroused my curiosity! And when I am curious, I think I smile!

So it was another exciting day of my life! I was supposed to meet someone this morning who’s supposed to assist me. Not that I wasn’t supposedly capable of dealing with it all myself… but what did I supposedly have to lose anyway? Feign a smile if he’d supposedly turn out to be a boring bear and make faces inside myself…and say if I did supposedly wrench at a particular point, just say…ahh that’s just the supposed tummy ache doing its business!!!

But in life.. I have my rare days too…

It didn’t start with the pitter patter of a heavy downpour, wasn’t sunny either. I remember enjoying an early morning drive under the grey sheet… smiling…letting the radio blare in my tiny red lil’ vehicular love…@120 mph – did I forget to mention that?

But I had no clue that I was racing towards…him…that day!

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I set my eyes on him for the first time at the breakfast hour. I was looking all made up, dimpled and smiling…ready for the day’s work!


He…he hardly laid his eyes on me!

It felt natural though when he reached out to touch me, standing in that hotel lobby…the courtesy-sake-handshake I meant. ‘Hey, happy to meet you (lets be nice to each other – we got business to do together)’. I could see that none of us felt it, nor meant it. He was remote…and I was quicker to switch off!

Pleasantries over, we steered off in different directions.

An hour later I guess, after I was done with my regular hi-five-ing, elbowing and joking with my regular acquaintances from work…I found him again, this time within my radius. And this time, his eyes held mine.

It was finally time to get down to business! I walked towards him…

He was fair as the white porcelain cup in my hand, and at once, like the black tea in it…not usually my pick, not my taste! I walked up to him nevertheless…did I just taste something with a hint of lemon? I couldn't be sure…

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I spoke and I heard…regular business! He spoke and heard the regular business too! Nothing out of the blue. Nothing that’d warn me…

A while later, our hands started ticking. An invisible hand of clock pushed us to work! I was a friendly loud presence. He, a subtle sleek silence. And in those moments that I spared to catch one of my own breath, I observed his marvelous style of going with the flow…sly, I thought! Unknowingly, I made a face inside me, it was smiling!

I found that the pair of eyes that were mine... kept observing his. The darted look…remote, lost…but darting. Every time, the few polite seconds that my gaze rested on him…this was all there was to comprehend. The man remained at just that. Speaking up furtively only when I pulled him up! Alert, yet absent. Present, yet lost!

No wonder he lost me, soon.

Actually pretty soon…to some rest a huge cushiony chair that the lounge offered and happily so, to making a new acquaintance…a particularly tall, dark and handsome one at that! If at all he had watched me, he must caught me smiling and dimpled!

But whether he did or not…I would never know, for I was absorbed, in reality, smiling into another pair of eyes, a well groomed sturdy figure, with a booming baritone voice, definitely my style, my pick, sitting right opposite me, with poise, and I, in turn, had held a pose…chin up…

But I wonder now. What had led to what? Was it a known and exciting gravity that had simply gravitated me towards it …or was it that I had consciously, in a subconscious way, decided to test the unknown black tea in a white porcelain cup? Brewing it some more, in time, and secretly so, to test, if it’d indeed taste of some lemon?

I didn’t have to deal with the answers! Coz back then, in the reality of that moment, time had drifted me off, nearly so, from this distant Arab in the desert, slow as a camel…to a far more exciting, Dravidian, lush and rocky landscapes by the ocean. I could almost smell the homeland, its spices and hear those sea waves crashing…until they drenched me…and left me cool, smiling and dimpled…

In that particular reverie, I knew I had always dreamt to be a sailor…and so it was for me, to catch hold of that rope, hang and make a dive, climb and board…hold tight that fantasy…and set the rough sails sail…

Instead, for some odd reason...I stepped back into the hotel lobby! 

The heart never seems to sleep, for it dreams every reality.
The heart never seems to beep, a secret that it shouldn’t hear.
The heart never seems to fail, to observe what these eyes watch,
Or pinch that dimple… outside…and the one on the inside too…
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A damsel suddenly appeared out of the tent in that camp near the little Oasis they’d found. The woman’s eyes quickly darted to the Arab's face and followed his gaze. Even though the sun was beating down on her, she cared not to frown. She cared not to shield her face, her thoughts. She just counted the number of breaths, his gaze rested on that pretty damsel, as his eyes in natural minute, noticed her. She observed the length of his stare…almost baiting it that it’d stop to stare, but he pulled down his, in the very natural movement. The woman’s eyes held the Arab's face a moment longer, to ensure, his didn’t dart back to the damsel. She was satisfied with what she saw.

And my curiosity was aroused yet again. Watching that man and the woman…near the Oasis. Was it even a Oasis?
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Lunch on the 3rd floor! My phone beeped. A tall man of a sweet boss hovered on us while we ate. Only the boss ate to his fill! The he-man and me… were still too young to not worry enough!


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The Afternoon

As luck would have it, we were even made to run in the rain, around trees as well, and sweet talk some street children…all a part of our work! (The last bit, I fared at better!) Sounds sweet? Madness baba…esply when you have to get business out of that!

But in the midst of crossing that busy roundabout outside that hotel, trying not get crushed under some speeding bus...suddenly, and for the first time...we shared a special something…the worry of chasing a deadline! 

And in that helpless moment, thrown together to make work happen, with no boss to smile at us…just our feet to carry us through...we took what we had and bonded at that! Trusting our speed and each other! There was no time for otherwise!

The wind kept carrying the Arab’s voice to her. And his silence. Both, part of him. He materialized only when the woman rested her eyes on him, as if waking up to the reality only then. He disappeared otherwise.

And yet, his voice floated back every time mine did to him, in the midst of that madness! We somehow managed to hear each other on top of the honking cars and buses and the pitter patter of the rain and the shouts of the entourage that we had. He made a good team actually! I was comfortable…a feeling that I prized! Maybe that was the minute, I knew, a silence was to ensue. 

Winds do carry voices. Breaths carry thoughts. Silences...feelings! At times alien, at times known. Both women knew that these were just signs and knew better to not make omens out of them. 

We hurried back to the hotel, without finishing our plan outdoors. The rains were to blame! Bad that was! It washed away some of my make-up as well …but so it did, some unknown element…I wasn’t an alien any longer!

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The stars shone… but the womEn knew, that stars always shone on the desert, for the desert skies were never clouded! 

My feet ached as we sat on the red slab on the hotel porch, waiting for the cab. When I started growing impatient in thought, he started finishing my sentences for me. I started pressing my feet with my hands, wishing the tiredness away. Inside I was alert…but outside I was yawning, as if I was a Queen to be waited upon, no matter what I did!

And… the womEn were waited upon. The Arab stood beside, throughout.

Standing beside me...he told me little stories to make me laugh. And I was laughing by now.

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Its strange you know… it always is..

The first time I heard his name…it didn’t ring any bells…
The first time the woman heard him…even that didn’t ring any…
The first time we laughed together…our voices rang…
When I say goodbye now…the silence…rings bells.
This silence sure does…

And both the women, now smile!

One knows everything about her Arab! The other knows nothing about the he-man! 

The women only know each other... and this short story by Shalini.