Friday, June 26, 2009

songz..

ek khaamosh sa afasaana

ek lambi

kuch banti kuch bigadti

- meri kahaani!

.. armaan hai koi shaamil ho

khaamosh hi sahi

kuch keh jaye

chota sa hi sahi

ek afsaana de

banti bigadta

ek saath mil jaye ...

mujh mein ..

shaamil ho jaye ...

tu dede mera saath

thaam le haath

chahe jo bhi ho baat...

tu bas dede mera saath

tu bas.. dede.. mera saath!!

Thursday, June 25, 2009

to write!

(this piece is an instinctive inspiration from a fellow dreamer wannabe writer and hopefully - as both souls pray -- a future competitor!! writerz!! gee!! ;)




And am waiting…
I have been told…itz a dream .. to become a writer
Have even been told – that these are not thoughts – to be thought
Many times!

Yet…that’s all I know I have really thought about!

The thought – that arises – not from knowledge—but from feeling!
I alwez wanted to become a writer!
The first thing that you mouth … the first word .. the first dream…yes I knew it the day I held my first book in my handz!
Am sure I did!

I am a different me – when I think about it – I know…I am then the real me!

Not the name that I have made myself – I think itz got 7 letterz!
Not just the work
Not the people
Not the friends
Not the anything and everything that might take me away
from that book and that ink that I’ll eventually use!

(Yet all the anything and everything put together!)


To write
My feelingz
My expernc
My vision
My view
My world

Ahhh that’s my dream!
To let people know – I Exist!

I am not NO ONE!
The 7 letterz in my name… here’s wat they mean!
I wanna write!
I wanna scream!
The truth that -- I may look sane … but I AM actually mad! That’s wat I wanna tell people!

And one day – it shall all be there out in the open!

Coz that’s what I wanna do ..

To bare myself
To reflect myself
To be read!
To write…that’s that!

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

the pursuit of happiness!

Oh which man doesn’t then set off … in the pursuit of happiness!!

That’s what unites…and that’s what is humanity!

If u ask me a greater purpose in life.. I have not known one!
If u ask a greater force in the world…I haven’t been blown by any else!
If u ask me a greater goal to be achieved… I’d repeat I haven’t known any other!

It is that .. that is the path!
It is simply that that is the vision!
It is that brotherhood that u see in the eyes of men!
It is that understanding…that leads to respect…of a fellow human being!
Its is that desire…to achieve.. that utmost!
It is to do then what u want…!

That then my friend – is the pursuit of happiness!

happeee bday shillyy!!

...

I still remember the first day we met at school…grade V…last bench…!! That hot summer noon time break…
And I think itz the only thing am nvr gonna forget till the end of my life!

I was just as ‘a little ten yr thing’ then …and u were ‘all of ten’ too!
I had alwez heard n read…even dreamt…till then…that life changez! And it did for me…that very day… the very first time we sat together!

The 3 yearz that followed .. sharing lunches n books n notebookz n cards n pencilz n crayonz n colourz n learning german n eatin dosaz n sharing accountz from hong kong n holi colorz n secrets n stories, ((and if we had none… how we kinda made them up)) …
...markz, boyz, crushes, love percentages, books, paintingz, magic showzz, staying over at each odrz’ places, go out ‘to play’ in the early HOT afternoonz… just to check out the neighbourhood boyz ((whom we claimed were hitting on us :))

Those were the best dayz of my life!

And den u went off…And I nvr made a best friend again in school life!

I still remem how we used to plan to go to college together! Me coming to the US – to either study science or literature! Whatever the stuff … we’d make it a point to choose the same stuff just to be together!

when i look back at it now...I still remem the amused look in our mum dadz eyez u know…
I alwez saw it …but nvr understood it then…but now I guess I do!!
Our sweet friendship honey…amused everyone! The happy smilez on our faces…it used to amuse them to think how much we loved being together.. like that was that all that we wanted .. to be.. to do!
..
The letterz we used to write… remem them?? I still have them kept safely… One pink or blue think envelope…once every few monthz….and holdin that in ma handz… used to be happiest day for the many dayz to come! I used to ..and still cherish them soo much! The poemz u wrote for Christmas, reporting the gradez u got, the greeting cardz n the crap I used to write..but u alwez convinced me of the buddin author that I was! ;)
Hahahaa…

I alwez wanted to see this world…but I saw it through u…ur letterz! And that once in 3 yrz India trip .. wen we’d meet!! Remem?? I do..all of ‘em!
The lil’ giftz… the lil’ time…the lil’ joyz…

Those were the best dayz of my life! they still are…and will alwez be!

U know…I used to alwez thank god sply sply sply on ur bday! Somehow… 10th june was alwez more spl n lovable than 12th of march! It’ll remain!

Today morning…I wondered again… like what is the best gift i can send to u... for someone whoz been the best gift god gave me!! my best friend!

I thought…ntn more precious than these heart warming memoriez…something that I treasure the most!

Loadz of love darling! Happy birthday!
;)